Go Figure

Hey Webslingers, well it happened...but without much said in the way of words, once again my exclusive company is not good enough for someone else. Me and her was not supposed to be serious, but all of a sudden she is not on MSN, not talking to me..........and she has a crush on someone else....
Well i guess i did not hold up my end of the bargain well, it was not supposed to be serious and i ended up liking her, last night i wrote her an e-mail telling her that she can chat about whoever she wants, then today i go on MSN, stupid, blind ol me and there it is for all to see, her MSN message about her crush...
Why Robb Why?
Why do you get so wrapped up in girls? You should have learned your lesson years ago back at Wasted Kings and even beforehand when living in the Passage, your just not compatiable with any women whatsoever, your too slow, problematic and just not any good. You don't have it, whatever it is, you don't have it.
I have given thought to dumping her off my MSN list, i just don't feel like logging in and looking at her message.
Many people over the years think that i need help when it comes to relationships, go seek professional help, i fall too quick, too fast....
Oh well, another one bites the dust...what can i do?
Well i am back at the gym in Middleton, doing 40 minute workouts, trying to lose some of my belly, i currently weigh in at 222 pounds, a few years ago i was down to 200 on the button, i lost that in one summer, i weighed in at 240 pounds before i took off for Mount Allison. Well then i got in on the party scene and volia! Instant weight gain, besides my doctor wants me to keep the weight off, keep in off my heart and stuff.
So with that in mind i have started a diet, not a bad first week either for dieting as here is an example of my first two days of dieting.
Day One:

Breakfest:
1/2 Cup Orange Juice
3/4 Cup Cereal
Lunch:
Turkey Sandwich
1/2 Pita- Turkey- 1 tbsp mayo
Salad- Lettuce, celery, 2 tbsp dressing
1/2 Apple
Supper:
2 Chicken Breasts
2 cup frozen veggies
1 cup cooked noodles
Snack:
1 slice toast

Day Two:

Breakfest:
1/2 Cup Orange Juice
1/2 Bagel
3/4 Special K
Lunch:
1/2 Bagel with 1 tbsp P Butter
1/2 Banana
1/2 Yogurt
Supper:
Baked Fish
1/2 Cup Potato
1/2 Veggies
Salad W/ 2 tbsp dressing
Snack:
1/2 banana
I think it is like a starvation diet or something...
Me and Dunker went to see the Fantastic Four last night in New Minas, at the Empire, it was not too bad for a comic book flick, of course the purists are all up in arms for all the changes that the producers made to the characters, but c'mon it is a movie and certain things have to change in order to please the public...and yes the Thing looks alot better than that CGI crappy Hulk from a few yrs ago....
Anyways enough of my lovesick ass for now, i have to work at 6:00...nite slingers!